Brain
he treasures this
organ
even above
his stomach
tenderly grazes it
on books
teaching tapes
and ancient hi-fis
holds it like a flag
before his daughters
tells them they must
go to university
so they can care for him when he’s old.
Lung
he has made his name
by mastering
the weaknesses
of human breath
knows each rhonchi
by its sound
feels the depression
of young ribs
sits behind
his rosewood desk
knows sometimes
he can give back
the lightness of air
sometimes not.
Heart
it was a chair
so fine
it did not need
any embellishment
he touched its curves
added a cushion
for comfort
it became his throne
on long days
it called to him
when he sat down
he smelt incense
and dumplings cooking
in ancestral halls.
Liver
he left the towers
of Hong Kong
their 1970s beehives
of people
asked his lady
to trust him
found himself
with a flat tyre
on a backroad
to Pukekohe
some Maoris stopped
he was worried at first
he still hates the thought
of force-fed pavlova.
Spleen
in his daily life
he strives
for balance
and regulation
tells his three daughters
to walk every day
always to breathe
and stay happy
at night he checks email
for news of his mother
keeps his passport
nearby
knows he could leave
at any time.
Kidney
he tells his siblings
that bowels
and urine
become more important
as you age
he likes to think
they still listen
to their older brother
once a year they return
home like birds
fight like tigers
eat like pigs
kiss their mother
hope for another year.
More of my Human Archeology series, this time in honour of my dad. It was at times difficult, renegotiating the relationship between us as I gradually claimed my adulthood. But it's beeen worth it, and as I get older I realise more and more what my dad had to give up (and still deals with) to give us a life in NZ. This is posted in honour of my dad, and of the Metonymy exhibition, which has just finished with a memorable performance night.
1 comment:
This is a fascinating poem - or series of poems. They are so cleverly crafted and I think they convey your father's life very well. Most of us are ignorant of what it must mean to spend a lifetime in exile, even if chosen.
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